Sorry it took me these long to update.
I had midterms and now I'm really sick. if only we can control who we fall for,
maybe we'd give our heart to the boys who
actually care or the ones who are
actually waiting for us. it only hurts when your eyes are open.
lies get tossed and truth is spoken
it only hurts when that door gets open.
dreams are lost and hearts are broken. we're never going to see the summer
the season's coming long and hard.
yeah, this town is going under.
this season's going to kill us all. they say talk is cheap but we charge
by the tear drop. i'm all out of cash
and my eyes are bloodshot. i said
i love you so much... do you love me? and outside on her doorstep sits a
small red doormat upon it in black
lettering read: "unless you can fix
a broken heart you're not welcome." too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone
too often we wait to say "i'm sorry, i was wrong"
sometimes it seems we hurt the ones who are closest to out heart.
and allow foolish things to tear us apart. you're as welcome as cancer
but my door's always unlocked. what we see depends mainly
on what we look for. i need a guy who completely understands when i screw up
i always screw up
i say the wrong things, and i do the wrong things
i'm a ruiner that ruins things
i need a guy who understands that i mess up a lot
but still has it in him to love me. | 
